By Chabeli Atahuaman
First, I jumped into the void, past my fears. I was hoping to go through it safely. Instead I came out stronger, with a positive view of live. It was a blind jump, but I discovered the light in my life.
I am not split between my “personal” live and my “work” life. I am one and the same no matter what I am doing.
I was surviving, not living. But now I can recognize the fears that held me in survival mode. I can go around them, lovingly, and go on with my life, guided by me, not my fears.
I am still afraid, but I am living my life. The more I do it, the easier it gets. I am not afraid of dying, so I am not afraid of living.
Nobody knows how to live my life better than myself. Nobody, besides me, knows what’s best for me.
Security and control are now foreign to me. I know they were they a priority at one point, but no more.